African Grey

I’ve been looking for a Grey for a while now. I’m disabled so I have lots of time and love to give him (preferably a him!) but I can not afford the outrageous price that is being asked by many sellers! I’ve already been scammed over $1000 within the last 3 months for deposit costs alone and I’m really losing hope of ever having the life buddy I want and need in my life! Any help or advise you can offer will be GREATLY appreciated!